I wish I could protect you from everything that hurts you. I wish I could be there to hug you when you feel like everyone has quit on you. I wish that I was physically beside you to lend you my shoulder to cry on.
I love you so much and it kills me to see you this way. I want you to be happy and seeing that this isn’t the case tears me apart. If I could ask for one miracle, just one, it wouldn’t be for me. It would be for you. I would ask that you have someone to always be there when you’re feeling like the shit has just hit the fan. I want you to always have someone you can go to when people are too harsh and judgmental. Most of all, I would want that one person to take away all the bad thoughts in your head and make you smile. I want them to make you really, permanently happy. I promise one day we will move out to California and I will never give up on that promise. I will do whatever it takes to make you feel like you are worth it and I will do everything in my power to make you happy. I promise.
I love you so much and I will never leave you.